Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I'm in pain! ): My knee hurts.

Stop bothering me, pain. Get lost. ): I'm so bored and tired. I need sleep. My eyes are like half closing! Haha! Gotta help buddy with her templete first. Then, I'll go off to do my art reseach. Shall make full use of my time.

"We're gonna go drinking someday right?" I've told sass this dont-know-how-many-times-but-that-day-never-comes thing. We need someone's place, someone who's old enough to get drinks, someone who's house has got heck-care-parents, comp, aircon, big tele, phone. (: Heh. Someday! but don't know when. Oh wells.

Patrick came to school today. He's doing great, I guess! And I miss him! Oh my lord. And he went jellyfishing today! So cute.

I don't know. I really wanna tell someone what my heart wanna say. I don't know who to turn to. I need a hangover, I want a hangover. I'd spit out everything. My heart aches so badly when my heart speaks and no one hears. MY heart has got so much to say, so much to carry. I know I can't take it anymore. I gotta carry on. I don't know who's the one I can trust. When I've finally found someone to talk to, that person is either busy or after talking, they give back useless comments. ): Like what I've told yj, she needs to wake up. Afterall, I'm referring to myself. I'm still in my dreamland, I need to wake up. yj can't always stay in the branded goods shopping centres, while I can't always stay with my jam. my jam's heart is with someone else now. (: Happy for her lah. But I still want my jam. I still need her in my life. (: My heart wants to cry, speak, scream, shout, be heard badly. Sigh. SOMEONE HEAR MY SORROWS.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much. ):

; stick with you